We're getting Mystic

I think I have realized something…just stick with me here were are treading in the mystic realm.  I think
I am an Emotional Empath. I have always said that I can read people like a book, I can tell what is going
on with a table of people on the other side of a restaurant and I was always really great at setting people
up because I just knew if they were into each other.  I always told people that I am very interested in
reading body language (which I am), but I have never actually read up on it or looked into it at all.
I just always knew what emotions were happening around me by watching a situation.
These emotions also affect me deeply.

As I continue to grow I have also started this habit of just being “I don’t know why, but I just don’t want
to be in this exact location right now” I have moved locations by 10 feet at a bar because I don’t like the
vibe of the area.  I do this to people all the time, there is two bands that I have a running joke about that
‘their music is fine, but I just don’t like their vibe as humans…there’s just something I don’t like’

That being said, this class was really good.  We learned about the stones and how they relate to the chakras.  
We got to work with the stones and create our own Balancing Set. It was weird because when you hold
two stones I was totally feeling a vibe with one over the other.  I wish there was more info about how to
actually use the stones to balance, but I will do some personal reading on my own to figure that out.

We learned about how when you are meditating with crystals there is risks of "blowing out" a Chakra and
this can cause major imbalance in the body. There is also risk of not doing the balancing properly, which
ould then cause you to be too focused on something like the third eye and getting stuck in that plain
(is that the correct plain???). I am fucking scared to venture into the third eye…are you kidding me?!?  
No thank you, I have no desire to astro-project to another plain and get stuck there. I am interested on
how that feels and what it actually consists of. From my understanding it is actually the feeling of being
somewhere else, but I would not want to go somewhere scary at all.

I'm excited to see where this goes next week. I still haven't figured out how to balance my Chakras,
but maybe by the entry next week I will.

Happy Travels Friends.

These Crystal Eyes

I have been dabbling in crystal knowledge since 2017, it came into my life via ‘Marissa Lace’ and she was

glowing and spiritual and seems to know where to go even though she openly admitted that she wasn’t

there yet.  She just seemed to have her shit together and in 2017 I did not. Don’t get me wrong, everyone

thought I was just cruising along with a great job, a house, a loving husband, but I was miserable in my life.

Work was a nightmare and I worked in an office full of anger, hatred and stress.  It was a breeding ground

for negative energy that was generally out of my control. I totally fed into it thorough and my life revolved

around work; the crazy long hours and constantly having my mind on work. I didn’t have the mental strength

to continue at that pace at work and then maintain relationships. My personal life and mental well being

was suffering and I needed anything to guide my light.  So I thought I would try crystals, I found a local store

and headed over there to see what felt right to me. I bought 4 and for a year I think they really did help to

block some bad energy and bring in some good.

Fast forward a year later and I am in a new job that I am loving and gives me the satisfaction of the career

that I really love, but I am able to have a more balanced life.  Which then got me thinking that I need to fill

that void I feel of not having an interest outside of work. Hobbies never seem to stick for me, I love crafting,

but then I am stuck with all these things and nothing to do with them.  I love baking, but unless there is an

event I end up eating all of them…I love desserts. I still feed into those interests, but I wouldn’t call it a hobby.

So then I found a master crystal class that was 4 weeks and I though…hey why not.   

This week was the first class. I was actually really nervous to attend.  I was worried that I wouldn’t fit in or that the crowd would be so mystic that they would know I was a fraud.  I purposely went in not knowing much about crystals, I know more than the average person, but there is legit healers in this class.  One girl was talking about reading the instructors Aura.

I wonder what my Aura looks like.  

The first class was interesting, it focused on the high level knowledge of the crystals and the chakras. I try to be cool about the whole thing, but I am actually a strong believer in this. We are all connected and some people are more in tune to that connections than others. Maybe it is just that some are listening and some aren't. I want to listen more.